Its been like four days back in Brunei… Nothing much happened…. since monday i became officially menjadi pemandu menghantar dan mengambil adik pegi kerja and anak buah pegi school… hehehe…… hey at least i have something to do to make my day soo buzy …. anyway… what did i do in the past 4 days…. sunday sampai airport and terus balik rumah and bermain dengan anak2 buah yang sedang membesar… 9 orang semuanya and berkumpul di rumah…. bagai kapal pecah aku melihat mereka mengerjakan ruang tamu dan aku lah budak yang paling sibuk melayan karenah masing2… hahaha…. monday went to the MOE tuk melaporkan diri…. then Tuesday going for an interview… interview memohon Perumahan…. Then today…. been doing nothing except for watching TV, read books, bermain sama kucing and bermain dengan anak buah… so my days was filled with fun activities (yeah right…) hehe… then tadi aku mula berkaraoke… yeah been singing since there was nothing to do…. anak buah datang pagi je… petang dia dah balik… hehe… mak aku pulak cakap… dah mula lah rumah ni bising…. hehehe…

Then,,, thats about it… nak browsing2.. internet connection kat sini terlalu lah cepat… hinggakan nak dengar lagu from youtube pun mengambil masa satu jam… cepat sangat lah tue kan….  sanggup aku tunggu sebab nak dengar lagu malay version of love story…. hehe…. ~ kita masih muda bila bertemu… ku tutup mata dan memori itu pun bermula…..~

Ohh that remind me to post soundtrack of my life for the time being… not the malay version of love story… but another song…. here’s the lyric…

Out of Reach - Gabrielle

Knew the signs wasn’t right
I was stupid, for a while
Swept away, by you
And now I feel like a fool

Chorus
So confused
My heart’s screws
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach, couldn’t see
We were never meant to be

Verse 2
Catch myself, from despair
I could drown if I stay here
Keeping busy, everyday
I know I will be ok

Chorus
But I’m
So confused
My heart’s screws
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach, couldn’t see
We were never meant to be

Bridge
So much hurt, so much pain
Takes a while to regain
What is lost inside
And I hope that in time
You’ll be out of my mind
I’ll be over you

Chorus
And now I’m
So confused
My heart’s screws
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach, couldn’t see
We were never meant to be

Out of reach, so far,
You never gave your heart
In my reach, I can see
There’s a life out there for me

Should i explain or you guys can understand what it means? or just let it be…. since life is short for something like this…. there’s a song that meant to much for me.. a part of the lyrics…..

Stop breaking your heart
Youre making it hard on you
Dont drive in reverse
You’ve been through the worst
Put it behind you

This is a song for
The broken hearted
The disappointed ones

If you hear me
Then this one’s for you
Is it really worth holding on to

So thats about it for now… if the connection is better or ada story2 that i wanna share.. will blog it here… hehehe…. adios people…

Zeah

4 Responses to “Out of Reach”
  1. glad to hear that you are happy zeah…pray for us here…:D

  2. Baguslah membusykan diri dengan membuat kerja yang berfaedah - menghantar anak buah.
    makan-makan, tengok tv.. okey la, kasi chance sebab baru sampai kan…

  3. hehe… lajunye internet…

  4. hahh? one hour? gilaa.. atuu lidutt!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahha eh lurus kah ejaan lidut ani! hahaha.. kalau torrent lagi batah tu eh loading nya..

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