My Shout out….

Finally I got the time to blog about Harry Potter and The Half Blood Prince and a novel that Ive read, L.U.V.E…. let start..

Harry Potter…. I love the book and the movie… not bad… hehehe… when I read the book, I cried when Dumbledore died… but at the movie… I didnt.. maybe when I read the imagination was much stronger then the movie… hahaha… but there is one scene that made me cry… damn… I dont know why… I jumped off my chair when someone grabs harry potter’s hand eventhough I know ianya akan mengejutkan… hahaha…. watak Lavender reminds me off Lola… a girl in Brittania High… maybe because of the hair?.. or maybe because of the gedikness…hahaha…. gedik2 yang lutfi suka… patut lah… memang gedik gila… “where’s my won won…”… hahaha…. anyway… I like Harry potter the movie… but still… I like reading better….

L.U.V.E…. a novel that ive been looking for since kat brunei takde yg jual… or i couldnt find it anywhere… its a good thing Nasrul went to Kota Kinabalu and he bought me the novel…. About the novel… one of the best and unique book Ive read…. believe it or not, when i read the book, it was as if telling my story… I am more likely to be Uthman and Elina….. a bit of Violet and Lana….. I guess… all the 4 characters are ME!!.. when i read this book… I said to my self.. hey… I would do this… then at some part… ive been in this situation… then one letter from Elina to Uth was almost the same to the letter that I gave someone… I was so surprised…. At some point, i feel like im reading my own diary…. then Violet.. I have a bit of her character…. daring, boyish and yet sweet…. I can see myself with violet character… then Lana…. keeping queit when her friend like the person she like… been through this situation before… until the end of the novel… I was really seeing myself… how can I be in all four character…. I never read a book that resemble my life… the only differences are the job and how it end cause I havent got any ending….. at certain part of the book.. I cried… I really cried because that is how i feel… That letter from Elina is exactly how i feel…. and my heads keep on telling me.. “Zeah… this is YOU!!… now you can see for yourself!!!…… After reading it… It does make me think… think back on what im suppose to do… but will I have the courage?… Will my ending be like Elina?…. or even Violet?…. or Lana?… Im not sure… but I must keep my eyes open and my mind free…. How I wish I could ask the writer where did this idea of writing this story came from…. But I just unable to ask… hahaha…. undecisive… sekejap nak.. sekajap tak nak… entah lah….

Well thats about the book and Potter… what else eh… oh today during ECA, pupils were asked to bring some indoor games such as monopoly, scrabble and stuff… then one of my pupils bawa UNO… dorang ajak aku main… so aku main lah… dengan budak2 kan… so adrenaline taklah pumping sangat…hehehe… tapikan.. sepanjang bermain aku mula naik syok dan semangat… bila aku menang je.. aku terus pekik “Yes… I win!!!…. Aku Juara!!…” while standing and my hand in the air….. then my pupils were staring at me… hahaha… they were surprised and believe me… I was surprised with my action too!!… hahahaha…then I said to them… when we win, kita mesti tunjuk semangat…. hahaha… then while watching them play UNO… when one of them win… he followed my step.. yelled “Yes.. I win!!… You Lose..” and he jumped. I was laughing…. murid aku dah nak terikut dengan perangai aku… bila semua menang dan yang sorang kalah… yg kalah cakap… Teacher.. play one more game!!… I laugh… dia mengingatkan aku pada kenangan kat Durham… so we played one more time and murid aku tu pun menang dan dia pun ikut pekik… Aku Juara…. hahahaha.. I was laughing out loud… Arni, Lutfi.. kalau korang tengok gelagat murid aku… mesti korang pun tak sangka… murid aku ikut jejak aku… takut pulak aku… hahahahahaha……

So thats about it…. today memang hari yang amat mengembirakan, menyenangkan dan fun…. aku dapat main UNO…. hehe… pastu tengok murid aku main cludo dgn peraturan drg yg entah apa2 entah… tapi they had fun… hehehe….. aku lagilah suka……. so itu sajalah dulu… nanti2 lagi aku blog k…

Salam sayang dan rindu pada semua di Durham…. and Brunei…

Zeah..

Soundtrack of my life…..

Teruskanlah - Agnes

Pernahkah kau bicara tapi tak didengar
Tak dianggap sama sekali
Pernahkah kau tak salah tapi disalahkan
Tak diberi kesempatan

Chorus:
Kuhidup dengan siapa ku tak tahu kau siapa
Kau kekasih ku tapi orang lain bagiku
Kau dengan dirimu saja kau dengan duniamu saja
Teruskanlah teruskanlah kau begitu

Kau tak butuh diriku aku patung bagimu
Cinta bukan kebutuhanmu

Chorus

Kau dengan dirimu saja
Kau dengan duniamu saja
Teruskanlah teruskanlah
Kau kau begitu
Teruskanlah

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