Chapter 1
Tears… atau airmata… mengalir tika gembira, sedih, takut, sakit dan dalam berbagai-bagai situasi… Airmata ku mengalir terlalu kerap…. Boleh dikatakan setiap hari aku menangis… Tangisan dalam kesedihan, kerinduan, kebahagian, kesakitan…. Menangis kerana melihat TV pun pernah… mungkin jiwa terlalu sensitif…
Hari ini… aku menangis lagi…. Menangis dalam kegembiraan bila mendapat khabar yang sangat membahagiakan ku dan berita itu seperti melepaskan bebebanan ku dan punca kesedihan ku itu telah hilang… Alhamdullilah… Dugaan Allah kepada ku dapat ku tempuhi… walaupun sakit tapi aku mampu bertahan…. sehingga akhirnya mendapat kebahagiaan..
Malam ini… aku menangis lagi… menangisi kisah cinta yang terlalu mengelirukan aku…. setelah puas ku tahan… akhirnya jatuh sedikit demi sedikit dan perlahan sehingga menjadi deras dan airmata semakin membasahi bantal dan mungkin juga katil… dahsyat kan?…. Kekadang aku sendiri tidak sedar yang airmata ku jatuh…. I am trying to be strong and yet the more I tried… the more I got hurt… Why do i let this thing happenned to me? Why do I let my heart broken into pieces and yet masih mampu bertahan dan bersabar….
Is this love? Why love hurt so much?… Why do i have to go through this where i can actually live life the fullest without being hurt because of love… People said time will heal the pain… but I guess my pain is beyond pain cause it still bleeds…. Am i stupid for hoping something that is isnt within my reach?… Am I wrong to have this kind of feeling?…. Am i?…
Chapter 2
What is a broken heart?feelings hurt, trust is given then broken. Your pride is your only medicine to heal your wounds. You are torn between a dilemma “should I stay or go?”. The right decision has to be made for better or for worse. Even though you are scared to lose something so precious.
Emotions torn,
Regardless, you still feel the pain but pain is curable. You’ll hurt today and heal tomorrow. Patience is your only friend. Through time, your heart will be healed but what about today?
Chapter 3
Feelings were shared emotionally and physically. Moments were spent memorable bliss. Rain falls in big drops to the floor and forms a puddle of sorrow. You learn from your mistakes
and take advice from the one with a broken heart 
But the things is, i just cant describe the pain that i felt. I cant even tell what will it do to my fragile heart. We often said that when we are hurt, time will heal the pain, but when we see the scars on our heart, we will definitely remember the pain that we once felt!!! 
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